anyways my faggot ass parents will flip if do chaos spikes but i want to so bad. another thing is that it will take a while and i have no idea how to do it. i need my homies... MY HOMIES: jesus i want to be with my best friends again. bret and devin, my favorite while guys and joaquin (the cool one) love them all. devin...always cool, ive never been mad at him, he never gets on my nerves. bret...always their to hear my problems and to find solutions at the dial of a phone. joaquin...well hes not really good for anything, hes just eye candy haha (kidding. i feel so alone right now. everyone is out partying on summer vacation, going to shows, hanging out with friends and im stuck home. (sigh) seems like im the only one home. (sigh).