i feel alone alot of the time. i feel empty. like there is some kind of void in my life. oh yeah its bud! god i miss it. the taste. the smell, the feeling... yesterday out of boredness i put a big anti-nazi logo on one of my white t-shirts. so im walking to longs yesterday to go get dental floss for sewing my cothes...then some fuck gives me the hitler salute. (why does this alway happen when i wear anti-nazi stuff?) i was pissed. anyway he didnt look too big so i said 'nazi fucker' then i pushed him into a wall. bad idea. he responded by socking me in the nose. so i just jumped him - punching him in the face over and over. its like all my anger went into this faggot. he got a couple more hits in while we were on the ground but i got in like 12. so as i got up he was still lying there, so i kicked him in the side before i left. he still remained lying on the ground. i felt bad for kicking him. i usually never fight people. ill do everything i can to avoid a fight. but lately ive been feeling alone and angry. when im angry i listen to six feet under. theyre so evil. its awsome. now i have a bloody nose and he probobly has a broken face. this isnt like me. i would never leave my fellow man lying one the ground in pain. but thats what happens to nazi fucks. maybe he learned not to give beaners the 'white power' shit. dumb fucker. i still have one condom left. who whats to be the lucky girl? haha. i was like talking to bret on the phone for like an hour and a half! i feel like such a girl. but i was fuckin awsome to talk to him i love that guy.