hey kids whats going on? im like mad at numbers, theres like way to many of them and stuff. so my parents invaded my privacy and looked at my diary even though i didnt want them to. i have no privacy. they found out that i have still have been smoking and that i took pain killers from bret. now i am forbiden to see him again even though its not his fault. i wanted the pain killers. so i quit brets band HeterodoX cause it wasnt going anywhere they wouldnt practice. oh well. im grounded now and i cant really go on the computer unless no one is home so i cant write as much. now they are going to drug test me in like 26 days. SO ID LIKE TO ANOUNCE THAT I AM QUITING BUD! i hope your are proud of me shannah my love. and i see the fuckin redneck sword is still givin me shit haha what a fuckin loser. im over that fuckin queer. oh yeah and i got my bondage pants (half blue, half yellow, both plad.) haha im so happy.