it seems like my so called friends have forgoten about me cause i have been grounded for so long. i feel like the guy in the group that no one wants around and thats just tagging along with everyone else. the only reason i quit smokin and other stuff is that i can get off be stuck at home so i can go hang out with my boys. all i do is sit around all day and sew my pants and shirts and whatever nice and tight. sewing is like my new habbit that has taken over for smoking. if i dont get to sew i get pissy. words cannot express how much i need a nice burn. its been really hard for me with this quitting thing. it blows cause i was suppost to go to ozzfest with evan but his dad found out about my involovement with drugs and alcohol and he doesnt want me around evan cause im suposably a "bad influence" i dont think im a bad guy. its fuckin stupid that alot of people think your a bad person cause you use drugs. usually people who use drugs are really nice people.