i don't know why it bothers me in the slightest... but dallan is going out with ber now. i know i'm going out with josh... but... *sigh*. he says, "now i'm really happy" but HEY! that is EXACTLY what he said about me!! he said i was the only one who made him 'really happy'. what a liar butt. now he says it about ber... he probably said it about every other girl too. another kid taking advantage of my gullibility. HUMPH. well... guess i won't have any guilt left in me for turning him down after a week. and you know what? i still don't hate the kid... whats up with that!? guess i'm just being dumb. why should i be mad about it anyway? i should be happy that he has someone. yes, yes... i am happy.