hi all. a lot of sad things are going on right now... but for some reason, i'm reasonably happy at the moment. i miss josh. MY josh. he was going to come over today, and now he can't cuz his dad won't let him. and he can't go to the play tomorrow. sadness. but whats weird... is instead of feeling really depressed... i just really want to hug him. BAD! i want to give him the tightest hug i've ever given anybody and i don't want to let go, cuz i want him to know how much i love him. anyway... of course i'm still upset about the landen/francis thing... i just don't understand that. fracis is so cute... if i was a guy, i know she'd be on my list! i don't know whats going on with landen though, so i won't blame. i just hope everything works out. ttyl. i love josh. (just thought i'd announce the twitterpation... haha) bye all!