i didn't know what to title this... so i made up a new word. shneekapanoonoo. do you know what it means? it means: feeling like crap, like you do everything wrong and you're not good enough to wipe the s*** off some dumb a**'s butt. anyways... mom did make me feel better by buying me some chocolate today. she's nice most of the time. i'd vent now... but i don't think anyone wants to hear it... and i already vented some to mom today. *sigh* life will get better. i mean... this is just a little moment in my life that isn't as great as i'd like it to be... big deal! *pouty crying noise* i need a hug. now. i'm going to go play with Essie(my guitar). that usually makes me feel better.