i went and saw 'cars' today with my family, and josh came. it was so funny, but now i'm all alone. dad is out in his shop, mom is at water aerobics, kassi went with her, and tj is in bed. and josh is at his cousin's. when i put tj to bed i fell asleep for about 15 min and had a terrible nightmare thingy... i wish josh was home so i could call him and talk to him. i'm scared to go asleep again. i probably won't. i watched my grandpa play and sing with his acoustic electric guitar tonight... he's amazing, i hope somehow i got his talent and someday i can be that good... i wish. he's tabing out Good Charlotte's 'footloose' version so that our band can play it, i'm excited... its awesome. he wants me and josh to go over sometime and 'jam' with him and my grandma... they're so amazing at it though... i'll feel like a MAJOR beginner. oh well... it will be fun. g'night. i'm going to go play my guitar and wish i had my josh. hope your night goes better! :D