well, i'm back from California and it was cool. yeah, normally i use words like amazing and wonderful... but... it was... cool. actually it was freaking hot! but it wasn't that fun. it was 110*. IN THE MORNING! it just got hotter from there... and i don't like heat. at least there was a swimming pool. we went to disney land for 3 days... which, i decided, is definately a kids place. for taking you 'little' kids. even an easily entertained person like me did not have a very enjoyable time. sorry if any of you people reading this are total disney land freaks. i also went to lego land. this was for 'smaller' 'little' kids. but it was cool to see the lego sculptures and stuff... just the rides sucked. yeah, so thats my story, i'm not even tan from it, there was too much pollution to let the sun through... pretty sad hu? yeah, it is. but to make things worse, i got in an accident before we left. the day before we left. and it was awful. i can't drive because i'm missing my front bumper, and i have to go to court, because mom refuses to let the cop get away with giving me that ticket... because technically i don't deserve it... maybe a different one, but not that one. and if it goes on my record, i'll be considered a 'reckless driver' or something like that... when it was the other guys fault... ya. thats why we're going to court. so we got this lawyer and all... and i know if i have to say a single thing... i'll start bawling. anyway... nothing else is really interesting. course none of that really was either... but oh well. merry summer. i hope mine gets better. call me if you want to do something... that needs to include picking me up or something though considering i don't have a car for a while... so i'll understand if no one calls. i'm just rambling now. i miss my josh really bad. i didn't see him for a whole week, and so now when i see him, i feel like he's leaving forever everytime he leaves my house, or hangs up the phone... it's crazy i know. it was only a week. but it was hard. it's like i'm addicted to him or something! i'll shut up now. g'night