well hello all. i just got home from grandma's house. my grandpa became bishop today, so then we all went and ate food. yum! we had a band practice last night... well, kinda sorta. we practiced 2 songs anyways. but jake came, dropped off his drums and then left... and by the time he got back, he said he had to go. so he didn't even play one song! whats up with that?? anyways, about the band... yeah, i figured out i've been playing guitar for almost 5 months now. thats not very long to already be in a band and all. i feel so useless! ian, scotty and josh will sit there and randomly make up a song on the guitar, and i just sit there, because it takes me like an hour just to think of some little melody! *sigh* and then i can't write songs either. i try. i have this awesome visualization in my head, and i try to write it down and well... i comes out looking like some kindergartener tried to rhyme. *sigh again* oh well. only a little while til i'm kicked out anyways... i deserve it, i'm not good enough. they rock harder without me probably. i'm not giving up on guitar though... i'm still truckin'! i'm just not good enough for a band i don't think... i'll talk to josh. *sigh* he won't understand though. he'll just say, "you write awesome songs!" and "you know more songs than scotty!" thats what he always says, he's just tryin to make me feel better i think. anyways... good-bye oh, and i did this little quiz thingy...

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too weird to do anything about it!