God i am gonna have a hissy fit. i have wrote 2 fluffin entries but when i save it has a cow on me! and believe me its not pretty. dis. gus. ting. I can't wait til i am not a "stupid freshman" anymore. this year sucks and its the most confusing thing ever. it is complete torture and i don't see how anyone can survive it. its hard to know who you are sometimes, totally lost and only having tv shows, chocolate, and best friends to get you through it. just thankful its christmas break. but it sucks but cause i have 6 days left and like 3 projects and a buncha homework to do. teachers are sick people. i hope 2005 rocks my socks. it better or i am moving to an abandoned town in oklahoma. Actually i have always wanted to move to texas, it is one of my dreams. but i never could. i burst my own bubble, how sad is that. i am everyones dream-killer. anyway. i have finally decided to be nicer now, i think i can do it. it is gonna kill me i can tell, but i wil get thru it. i have just been too mean to poor little stupid ppl, but i will be so nice now, youll be sick of me! i hope its not gonna log me off again, or i will have a bf (bitch fit to the ignorant persons.) okitay tootles!