first off, i am happy for you. i think its wonderful. but that isn't the problem. its your attitude. i have tried to get used to it, i can't. so now we fight and don't even seem like the friends i thought we were. believe me, i have tried to keep us friends. how about all those times i tried to walk with you in the halls and you totally ignored me and then look at me as if you didn't want me there. you walk the other way and i try to get over it. oh and how about randomly forgetting about me? we have met there everyday for the past six months, you can't just forget something like that. i hate your lies. i would listen if you were actually there. everytime you are around you just look around and barely talk, unless some one else is there. but most of the time you're not. i barely see you anymore. to you there is always someone better to be with i hate how you think i am so wrong when it can't be just me. i'm sorry you think i am leaving you, but when you stop changing into this person i don't know and turn back into the person i love, then maybe it will be ok. and i would like to apologize for the bitch i have been. i know i have been immature. but i hate what this has become. this isn't us.... is it?