This sickness has taken over everyone but me. how long can i last? i came home to a house that smelled of stale air, no movement, just bodies, limp and weak, laying on the edges of beds. Tiny voices talked to me of the pain as i tried not to cry. they were suffering, every moment i was gone. i don't know what to do, its difficult. I can't even go in the bathroom, the main house of disease. scared to touch anything, my way to prevent from becoming infected. Today my crazy science teacher made me model as the earth, why he was the moon and walked around me, hahahaha. it was the funniest thing ever. out of the blue he goes "lisa get up here, you look like a dancer." i have never had someone say that to me before in my life. i did ballet when i was like 7, but that was it. i was cracking up and so was everyone else. so funny. Today i actually had a good day, it was fun. crazy friends. brownies made it all better. hahahaha. finished my book, the notebook. YAY! good book. except the ending of the book and the ending of the movie end completely different. haha yea.. Cool little poem things i have seen: Be composed- be at ease with me... Not till the sun excludes you do I exclude you, Not till the waters refuse to glisten for you and the leaves to rustle for you, do my words refuse to glisten and rustle for you. The body slows with mortal ache, yet my promise remains true at the closing of our days, A tender touch that ends with a kiss will awaken love in joyous ways. Our souls were one, if you must know and never shall they be apart; With splendid dawn, your face aglow I reach for you and find my heart and my personal fav: Birds do it, bees do it Even educated fleas do it Let's do it, let's fall in love.