as i count the times i am left behind. yes he seemed interested but a positive future seems doubtful. just like everyother time. nothing good comes from me caring, so i guess i won't. ugh today was not my day. woke up with 20 mins to get ready, except my dad drove me. i was very sick today, my throat was raw from coughing. my stomach was swishing back and forth. my head was pounding. my whole body felt beaten and sore. no i will not be attending school tomoro. ok took some sleepy medicine, must go now.