oh my god. this week was horrible, for the most part. woke up monday morning at 5:30 with the worst feeling in my stomach. thru up and slept ever since. finally got what my family had, just a few days later. It has been nice staying home all this time. just me and my thoughts. had a lot to think about. still don't know what i think anymore, tho. oh well. ugh i don't know if i am ready to go back to school. lotta work to make up and projects and test and poopie stuff. Could NOT believe that was the season finale of Committed!!!! ooooooh it was good. i'll miss it very much. i am confused, like usual, but i don't know how this will end. i want everything to be like it was before when all was well, could that happen? i'm sorry