today (including yesterday) was so much fun. went to the town of cary w/ sarah and jason. don't really remember much besides the resturant place. that was cool. but took all my money. oh well. i'd still be poor anyway. then decidided we want to go to sarah's house (like always). watched a crazy movie that i didn't really follow b/c too busy dogpiling on sarah. good times. anyway, then did craaazy stuff and had fun like only we do. got home to hyper parents and lazy kids. that's how we do. sam and james were watching tv and mom and dad were like bouncing off the walls. im like its too early in the morning for this, when its 1:00. then did stuff like homework and shower. the hours flew by like minutes. my life just whizzing by my head. thats ok tho, wasn't gonna do anything important. what some people do these days amazes me. how they treat eachother, lies they tell to make themselves better, how they scar eachother. these people are hurting me, well indirectly, but still painful. no more i can say on that topic... i taught myself to knit today. mom told me how to start it and then i did what i saw people do at school and its so pretty! YAY! i love being successful at pointless stuff. i think thats what life's about. sarah let me borrow her amazing glasses for a day. if i loved those things anymore it would be scary. everyone commented on them. dad told me i looked snobby, sam told me i looked emo. what else is new? ... actually it is scary how a piece of glass and plastic can make you look totally different. even put you under a different lable. Emo? since when? psh never hun. ok well im getting sleepy and no one is here. scaring me. ok well ttfn. miss fantabulous