Gooooooooooood when will this horrible pain stop!?!?!?! i need my mommie. i wish i could ask someone to stop hitting my head w/ their hammer. and the little people in my stomach to calm down. god i am really weird when im sick. it scares me and annoys everyone else. i think i am gonna go throw up twizzlers. tomorow is the first of 4 exam days. i have my math and science exams. i am not scared of math, that is one of my specialities, but i fear that science one sooo bad. it is the devil on paper. My little brother is coming home with bruises on his arms, the work of bullies. this was something i never experienced often... and it is hard to tell him what he should do. fight them or run? tell or keep quiet? i wish i could meet those little rats, i may act like your typical older sis with the screaming and yelling, but i hate people who think they can control and scare him. you have no power over my own brother bitch. One hour til bedtime and end of exam studying til 8 hours later. Am i prepared? Am i good enough, smart enough to face these terrifying things? Speaking of terrifying, i was sick yesterday and didn't get to see my psat scores. THAT terrifies me. I can't believe it is the 2nd week in a row that will and grace isn't on. That aggrivates me to no end. nobody likes the crappy apprentice!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!! i feel like crying so bad right now. i have felt like that for the past week now. i have nobody to talk to, noone is there to take care of me. why am i feeling so friggin dependant???? wow nutty buddy icecream really helps headaches. i am feeling better all ready. I THINK I WILL START TYPING IN CAPS CAUSE I CANT EVEN READ IT. AND I HAVE TRIED TO CHANGE IT MANY MANY TIMES, BUT IT DOESN'T LIKE ME AT ALL. ITS SO SAD. I CANT EVEN BE FRIENDS WITH MY OWN PREFERENCES. WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO. HOLY MONKEYS, TODAY I HAD TO PRESENT MY RESEARCH PAPER TOPIC (SOCIOLOGISTS) IT WAS SOOO SCARY!!! THIS WHOLE DAY WAS SCARY. I AM HATING LIFE RIGHT NOW. I CANT WAIT TIL THIS WEEKEND I WILL GET BETTER AND I FOUND THIS REALLY COOL WAY TO PAINT YOUR NAILS! WOW ANYWHO... I NEEED TO DIE GOODBYE