Ashley, you are suck a dork! So, Jeremy is still perfect- one month and "still kickin" as my brother would say. For our one month (I know, very sappy, I swore to myself I would never be one of those people, but now I realize- hey! an excuse to spend the whole evening together and cuddle!...although we usually do that every night anyway...hmmm...) he cooked me dinner in my NEW APARTMENT!!!!! (the exclamation is for the fact that I have my OWN APARTMENT!!) It was so nice! he strung christmas lights on the celing and MADE (emphasis on made, ladies) placemats and set up dinner all nice with a foilage theme b/c he knows how much I miss seeing all the leaves and colors. It was so thoughtful. never had anyone do that for me before. usually I'm the one doing that sort of thing. actually, that's why he told me he did it for me--cause I'm always the one doing it for others. anyway, the food was great! he's such a great cook, ashley, you know how important that is! we contemplated eloping last night, but then decided not b/c a) my parents wouldn't like it and b) we both like the traditional big huge expensive stressful type weddings. He has a tendancy to find everything about me perfect/cute. very annoying, let me tell you. I'm finding it harder and harder to look in the mirror and see imperfections. and as we all know, doing that is what makes us women. Does that mean I'm less of a woman or just a crazy one? oh! I wrote a FOUR PAGE PAPER in GERMAN!! Can I just say how proud I am of myself? hm? boo-ya. and I got my ceeeeeeell phone- my first cell phone!! so, tonight I'm making dinner for Mallory for her birthday. I'm a little nervous about the cake. It's a chocolate angelfood cake...never made it before, but when my mom makes it it always turns out perfect. Gawd I hope it turns out! I've been looking forward to piggin out on it for 2 weeks now! ok, gotta get stuff done. gah. btw, ash, I miss you more than ever! *muah*