anxious

gave my two weeks yesterday. why couldn't I just quit? that's right. I'm a-whatever you call it. person who does more than is necessary in life for NO REASON. damn conscience. oh, I have the BEST picture of jeremy and me. wish I had a scanner. I want it to be our engagement announcement. damn, we are reading 11 books for ONE of my classes. ELEVEN. thank God my aunt pays for my books. speaking of paying for things, I'm officially officially officially doing the dave ramsey budget. my goal is to have $1000 saved by graduation and my $600 loan to my aunt paid off. Dr. Anderson and his wife are having a little girl!!! eee!!!! I can't wait to see what a daughter of theirs will look like. Benne is pretty darn cute. I'm just upset that I won't be around to babysit her as well. so, I'm trying to be all social and such this semster. I went to tgit for like 45minutes. the band was loud and it was almost 11-I was exhausted. and, of course, as I walked home I saw half my class walking TO tgit. so much for being social. I think i will really have to wait until after the end of the month, when I won't be working 30 hrs and taking 19. yeah, don't want to kill myself. oh, get this, I was so pissed at my mom the other day. when I asked if we could maybe hold an open house in nebraska before I move to arkansas, she responds, "why? kim, all you did was go to school and work a little." those of you who are going to school full time might understand the insult of this statement. Those of you who go to school full time and work will understand better. and yet, those of you who understand the time commitment each of the professors require for each hour of school and then factor in 'working', that is, the times where one is paid, you will come to realize that I am pulling 75-80 hour weeks. yes, I know I dont' have the responsibilites of a morgage, a marriage and kids, but I think anyone pulling those kind of hours would be exhausted. plus she thinks it is ridiculous that I should want to quit working to 'just go to school.' she 'doesnt' understand why kids these days want all this free time.'' urg. I've tried explaining to her that ud is a little harder than the 2 year community college she went to in nebraska, but she thinks I'm exaggerating. this is be the first time i'm doing something that my mother doesn't approve of! (getting married next year will be the second) ;)
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