I can't believe I haven't written in a year. oh well. I've lost all my 'friends'. lol Can I just say that Jeremy is STILL perfect? well, kinda. Ash, you'll get a kick out of this: so, jeremy bought a ring the other month. well, actually, his FATHER bought it for him as a 'gift' to us. that, with some other things, lead me to tell jeremy that we need to wait a bit (we were looking at a november 06 wedding), like, until he has a job to get engaged. (I did this without knowing he had a ring.) but aparently he had a lot more than just a ring. we were going to go stargazing. my family was going to be waiting for me back in irving when we returned, along with his family. and a mini thanksgiving b/c I didn't get one this year (I hate the hotel industry). So he was originally going to propose yesterday, but since that was called off we just went stargazing. I had to bully him into going b/c he said it was too painful. I told him to grow up, it was painful for me too. yeah, he had all these plans crushed, but I was the one who ruined the engagement!! I want to marry him sooooooo bad, but he needs to get a job first and be FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT of his father. (right?) I mean, I really don't want a ring from his dad-I want one from HIM. So anyway, I love him more and more everyday. we are looking at a feb 07 or nov 07 wedding. we like the cold months. Good story, though, huh? I mean, we were almost engaged. it's so hard to think I could be engaged today, but I called it off. it was the right thing to do, though, right? I mean, why go into a marriage with problems you know you can avoid if you wait a few months or a year? Ash, I can't believe you have been married over a year and almost have a 1-year-old. is he walking along stuff?? I hope no one from work reads this, as I'm here writing it, but I'm so fricking bored. and tired. and really really bored. My next job will not be in the service industry. I hate dealing with people who think they can yell at me b/c they are the customer. that, my friends, is the one thing I miss about italy. that and the lattes. mmmmmm....