so, graduation was...long...kinda boring...and stressfull. I can't let myself think about my life then right now b/c I kind of get all teary eyed. it's over. no more 'girls nights' no more group studying in the computer lab...gah, I can't think about it. so, I got an awesome apartment. terrific boyfriend (still not fiance...gr) wonderful landlords, interesting dog who thinks he knows it all...but no job, no friends other than jeremy...I feel bad, because I've become real clingy, but I think he understands. still job hunting. cleaning toilets for side money. I just hate cleaning toilets when I have a college degree. talk about depressing! and everyone here is so slooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow. in thier driving, talking, and getting back to you about employment! I swear if I have to write out yet another job application I'm going to shoot myself! and the fact that I have to call all the employers back all the time drives me up the wall. it wouldn't be so bad, but they all tell me how badly they need me, someone who speaks spanish, oh, I'm so valuable, we need your right away, fill out an application today! hurry! and then I dont' hear from them for a week! anyway, on the bright side, I've got a dog training book, so hopefully I can get max to stop whinning every time I move in the apartment. JEremy and I are going 'Power 90' workout. so in 90 days we should be sexy beasts. it feels great. not just physically either...I'm in much better shape than he is so it helps my ego too ;) anywho, I'll have to post our 'before' 'during' and 'after' pics. I'm excited to see them. ok, gotta shower and get to work. lots of toilets to scrub. good thing I went to school and worked up 30,000 in loans...dont' know how I'd do this work without that kind of prep. :S