so, now kate's sick. I'm just going to avoid mentioning to her that I was sick a week ago... why take blame when only scorn comes of it? So, jeremy took the hint on the phone. the conversation went similar to this: j"Hello my sweet" k"hi" (hint) j"are you ok?" (catching on) k"no" (hint again) j"what's wrong?" (he got the hint) k"I'm upset at you and I'm sick and that's not a good combination" j"why are you upset at me??" k"b/c you were playing video games yesterday while talking to me and I told you I didn't like it and after we hung up you didn't call me back later when you were done" j"I'm sorry!" k"yeah" j"I won't ever do it again" k"ok. thanks. but I'm still sick and feel like shit" (crying) j"you poor thing" so, maybe I was a little pathedic, but at least he won't play video games while on the phone anymore. I could have sworn he was watching tv or something last night when we were chatting but he claims he was only picking at his toes. how can I argue with that? he knows I do that all the time. I think it's a good sign that we are not attached to each other and don't do well with the long distance thing. I mean, I miss his like hell and dream/think/talk about him all the time, but there's something to be said about a relationship that can survive long distance but not flourish. I mean, we bond so much so quick when we are together physically, I think it's good that we aren't 'growing together' over the phone. I dunno, maybe it's just b/c I had a BAD experience with the last bf which was long distance/internet/phone based. ok, enough stalling...time for some more hebrew