seriously, I'm going to kill jeremy. this is like the 3rd time where he's screwed up and it involves leaving me in the dust. he can't go to julia's wedding. that means I'm left to drive 16 hours alone in 48 hours, have to pay for gas (his dad was gonna pay) will have no one to dance with at the reception, and this is the third time he's done this kind of thing. how many times do I have to tell him to WRITE STUFF DOWN AND LOOK AHEAD. gawd, I'm so pissed, I could...I don't know, spit on his carpet right now...but then I'd step in it later, I know it... damn I'm pissed!!!!!!! oh, good news, I'll probably be teaching ESL in the fall!!! yea!!!!!!! great pay and my DREAM job!!!!! but I'm too pissed at Jeremy to be happy anymore.