once again i'm sitting in this class procrastinating as though i have all the time in the world. seeing everything as a time bomb that i hope will blow soon. because in the dust and settling debris will be the weekend and homecoming. Why must we wait? who wants to wait? no one. easy answer, but not always an easy explanation for why it's good to wait. if you never had to, you wouldn't look forward to anything.....not like i have much to anyway. just this everlasting friday leading its way into tonights parade and football game that we will inevitablly lose anyway. that's fine with me because i'll get to see my love tonight and tomorrow night for the dance. looking forward to the weekend and then i'll have to be disappointed when god begins to hate me again. later days... solice