why does it always have to be me that fucks up things that shouldn't be a big deal! it is a damn dance and i feel like i just wrecked the world of the one i love. option 1- i could keep my plans as they are and potentially inhibit my love from having fun whatsoever. option 2- get rid of my immediate plan so i can be with her. this is a problem for me...if you can't tell by now, i hate problems! my life has enough already and i just can't help but pile on more. this is no one elses fault but my own...i still think i need help though.