there's a river that runs through us all mostly held in but eventually may fall and come out on the world as sweet sorrowful tears exposing my insecurity exposing all my fears i can't lose her i could never deal i love her so much i've just begun to heal the river i have has been falling for awhile i miss being happy i miss being able to smile i want to see her she means so much to me but why do my parents not want this to be it's not my choice what they feel inside but they shut me out and force me to hide i long to hold her in my arms and keep her away from life's harms i realize i can't always be bright sometimes i drift away from that beautiful light i know i'll return i know i'll be back i know i love her that is a fact no matter the time no matter the day no matter what anyone may have to say i'll love her now and forever more because i know my heart will never be sore ~Adam Murray~