for the first time in quite a while i find myself to be feeling relieved and very content with how things are going. yeah, school has started and i have homework, but that is okay. i really wish i could explain what i'm feeling but it just surprises me sometimes because i don't feel like this incredibly often. i hope this feeling stays longer than usual. i feel like jumping up and down and acting as crazy as one can possibly be. i don't know if that's happy or crazy...hmmm...oh well...to me it is happy. that is the way i wanted it to be all along...and now it is. i just have to make sure not to screw it up this time, like i seem to do every other time. well, i hope all is well with the rest of you. i will talk more later.