I can't belive I didn't figure it out sooner. How stupid could I have been. Her grandfather passed away? I should have known better. She's left. Not to Georgia, not for a funeral. She's gone to Idaho. She's left with "her." How could she? Without even telling me? She's been heart broken by Ana so many times and now sh's left to Idaho with her? And she lied? I never thought she could do that...not to me. I'M SO STUPID!!! I should have figured it out before she left. I just hope she doesn't do anything stupid up there. I hope she doesn't get hurt again. I don't know if I should be mad or what. I want her to be happy, but all Ana does is hurt her, use her. Maybe she deserves it. Maybe she deserves the pain. That's all I feel; pain. I don't know anymore. I don't know....anything...