So it's over. 100% No, my heart isn't broken.....much. It's not like we broke up. There wasn't a "WE" to break. I guess you'd say I did the unthinkable. I mean, have any of you ever gone on a "date" with the person you've fallen for and his or her's signifigant other? That's what it was. It was Rissa's b-day yesterday so we went to the movies and saw White Noise. We as in Rissa, me and her girlfriend Ana. This was tyhe first time ever I've hung out with the two of them together. I had never seen them together. But last night changed everything. They both love each other greatly and I see that now. So I guess no more jelous bitch. That's a plus... It was awkward, yet at the same time, peaceful. And cute. They were so cute. I understand now, how stupid I was being for likeing her. How immature. I mean, I still like her, and probably will for a long time, but I'm giving up the thought of ever bing with her. I beleive I'm meant to be alone...and that's okay. Someone has to live with a hundred cats right? Why not me? Actually..I don't think I could live that long to be the old woman with the cats. I'd kill my self first.