I just realized that everything I've said makes no sense. So..maybe this will help. Or maybe it will just confuse people more. I don't know. I met Rissa over a year ago. We worked together. Eventually, I was able to trust her, which is an amazing thing for me. I don't believe you can really trust anyone. I'd talk to her, but not much. then one day, she started to talk to me. She trusted me. To gain her trust felt to me the way someone might feel the first time their lover tells them they love them. I had her trust and her respect. She told me her deepest secret: She's with Ana. Ana is a major bitch who I hate with a passion. She's been with this guy Rick for over a year now and yet she's with Rissa. It didn't bother me at first because she was happy. But then Ana started to hurt her. Rissa asked her to stay and even though she said she loved her, she'd always leave to go to him. When she asked Ana to choose, she said it was her. But still, she returned to him. She even denied publicly that she loved her. I admire Rissa for her strength and her loyalty. But I can't help but pity her for her stupidity. She can't say no. She can't let go. She tries over and over again and gets hurt over and over again. I hate seeing her get hurt. Now's she left with Ana. Left to see her kids. The kids that Rick doesn't want. Ana can have her kids if she stays with Rissa, but I know she won't. She's in to good of a position with Rick. She'll just keep using Rissa until she has everything she wants. I try so hard to understand her, but I can't. I can't understand any6thing of it. I hope she comes home. I hope she remembers I still care. And I will care, even when Ana doesn't.