It's true. Thay did it. She told him. She told Rick no. She left him. It's over. She's officially out in the open with Rissa. 100% offical. No more lies. They are together 110%. And me... My heart broke... Fuck this. Life isn't worht being hurt anymore. I'm tired of it all. All the lies. All the pain. It hurts too much. Now I'll have to go everyday, seeing them..together. Wishing it was me. And they won't hide it anymore. It's over. Life...is over... My voice is gone...I can't laugh, I can't sing..I can't cry... Why am I still here?