Things seem to be brightening up. I've been talking to people I haven't seen in a year or better. First Krystal, then DanE. Now I ran into Parkin at cabarat night. God I missed him. It makes me so happy to see him. I wish I could have stayed and hung with him more. God..I can't stop smileling. He hugged me so hard. I didn't want to let go. And then when I did, he grabbed my hand. I HATE SAYING GOODBYE TO PEOPLE I LOVE!! It sucks. But it's okay. I'm happy just to be able to see and talk to them. He gave me his e-mail and once he gets back tio college we can start talking to each other. Happiness!! So I guess Cabarat night wasn't so bad after all. We sang okay, "The Band Kids" anyway. I wish I could go back to that moment and stay in that hug. I haven't felt that happy in a long time.