So...I guess I have to get used to her now. Get used to them being together. I mean, I've been trying but it's not as easy as it seems. I talked to Rissa all night last night. She was still at work. We were texting. She was talking about Ana and stuff. She said some really cute things. Like, "she's my everything." and "I would fight, blood for her" and "I love her with everything I am" and "she's perfect not me." So this means that I have to start getting along with Ana. It's okay, I'll bite my toungue really hard and get it over with. Rissa asked me last night, how I was able to "get over her so quick when I wasn't able to before?" I told her something along the l;ines of I realized I was being stupid and that it's not like I'm turned off from her. I just put her in the back of my mind. (which obviously isn't true because she's the only thing on my mind) I think she's scared that me not liking her means that I won't want to hang out and stuff. Which is cute and all...but I mean...I dunno what I mean nevermind. I did decide and tried calling Kris the other day. She was busy and said she'd call back. She never did, so I'm trying to decide if I should try and call her again. Everyone seems so happy and cute in their cute little relationships. And here I am..everyone's "best friend."