I have a confession to make... I'm not just the average girl next door. No, I'm a little different. I'm in love with someone, and I don't mean just anyone, and yes...it is love. Trust me, I know what love is. I was in a relationship for two and a half years, I can tell you what love is. But there are some differences to this. I love her..I love being near her...hearing her voice, seeing her face. She's beautiful..and yet, with this love..I can't be with her. Funny how the world works huh? I guess that's why I have no need to tell my parental units about her, there is no reason. Why start a war over nothing that could ever happen? Okay..so..confession over, here's the case. Even through all this love..( and she does know, that's why we try to stay away from each other..it's too strong of a feeling.).. I'm begining to think, maybe moving on would be the best way to forget. Kris is that oppertunity. I could have everything I've ever needed with her, she's so sweet and caring. A long time agoi, she was the one who put suicide into my head. I was worried about her doing it. Then later, she was the one person I thought of when I placed that razor to my wrist. She stopped me. Am I just a whore or something? I mean, I say I love someone and yet, I'm trying to get with someone else? I don't know..I guess this world just isn't meant for me, and if I leave it soon everything will be better. Better. That sounds good. Try to make everything feel better.