I should probably call Kris. I said I would after the new year. But I'm not sure if I should. I want to hang out with her, but I have my doubts, I mean..there's just some things about her that are different. I've got a lot on my mind right now. Rissa's b-day is saturday and I want to do something for her..but I work until 8. Plus I don't know what to do. She' living with Mercy again, she got rid of the aprtment and her cats are at her sisters. I wonder..with how much Rissa acts like she likes me...would she get jelous if Kris and I hooked up? I don't want to use Kris, but I'm scared I might, that's another reason why I'm afraid to call her. But at the same time, she might try touse me, to get away from that 16 year old tramp she's with. Maybe things could work out. I don't know. So..if anyone has suggestions.. !) Do I call Kris? @) What do I get rissa for her b-day? #) What do I do for her b-day? $) Would you ever use someone to get with someone else, if the other person was using you too?