(..97..)My week/end

by nasteygirl
Thursday Thursday was a great day/night.. Me and Ailis got a note from the councillers to get out of 3rd spell.. But he only did it for half the spell.. But we had so much fun we jsut went out for the whole spell.. And then we couldnt bare the thought of going back to class so we got Lily to come with us and we went to KFC and had a great little chat in the sun.. Was quite fun! That night me and Lily went to the Mall for dinner. We also visited our friend who was working and got him in trouble lol coz he wasnt allowed to talk to us as much as he was while he was on the job. Lily stayed the night but we stayed up till like after 1am watching the first season of the OC on DVD. Friday Friday was boring.. Was so fuckin tired it wasnt funny.. K, maybe a tad. School was boring.. It was a week since I had been going out with Hayden! Ha! Went home after school.. Went to bed at like 8.30 and woke up at 1 and couldnt get back to sleep. Saturday Saturday sucked.. Watched OC all morning then hayden txted me on his lunch break and asked if I would met him after his work.. So I did.. So at 4 I headed to his work.. We went to his house. It was fun.. We played Monopoly Lmao! (Dont ask) And we had dinner and watched American Pie and Not Another Teen Movie.. Is was great. Kissing, lying on the couch.. Talking.. Was actually quite fun.Went home at like 10ish. Sunday Sunday.. What Did I do Sunday.. Thats right! Met up with Ailis, we spent the day together in Town. We went to the beach to. Its was fun, was nice and warm.. Just relaxing, nothing important. Talking. Was fun. Monday Today is Monday.. Was suppost to go to school but I stayed home.. Didnt nothing. Well I walked around, it was a nice day. Went to the hutt to catch the bus home with my mate from school lol. Haydens mad at me.. Nothing out of the ordinary. probley have a early night tonight.. Am quite tired.. Me and Lily arnt going to English tomorrow.. We have to hand in something we havnt done Lol. Shall be fun. Seems like I am enjoying a simple life right now.. Great friends. Great boyfriend. And well nothing is going to to wrong.. The Anticipation Of Death Is Far Worse Than Death Itself. Ashleigh xoxox
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yeha i do have amazing friends they go me threw a really bad time in life when i use to umm cut but yeah i love them and thanks and yeah i know i cant change it so i just kinda learn to deal lol thank you tho for the nice thoughts
umm ok well see my friends tryed to ge tme to stop but it didtn work they told my cheer coach and that justmade me hate them but them i met this boy and ive never been able to trust a guy my whole life (considering my dad bcign the reason) and he just i dk made a conection and he made me realize that i had a problem and it just helped me. but ok so be theere for her and dont yell at her bc thats what people did to me and it made it worse.cont>
so dont yell & im sure you dotn understand it and thats ok you wont until your there or have been. umm lets see i had to go to the hospital bu that made it worse when i got out but try to find a different way of lettin her know that its a problem and that people care about her.but dont flat out say you have a problem just talk to her about it and she will probly be resistant so be pacient.sorry if im not helping ill try to think of more to tell u
he very well could have a lot of people cut bc of stuff like that and they feel ashamed and thats their way of making them feel not so guilty i guess you could say bc they think they let it happen so that might be the reason.
Am i a great friend???

_Heh.

Probably not that important to you.

*Cry*

xo
[Anonymous]
hey its been awhile I didn't even know that you got a boyfriend. Talk to me later peace
Hey you changed your diary..hehe..
Love ya.
Hope all is ok with you.
xox
_lilz
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