[54]Meh heh.

I have been talking to Anna l8ley coz shes been sick. Me and her had hate a fight not long ago yet still not made up. ANd i was talking to her and have been for the last 3 day.. And last nite I askd what this all meant.. she said 'You'll always be a mate of my bestfriend'. (im mates wiv her amtes) I came off in tears. I cried at school again 2day. I hurt myself. Because im angry at myself. I must of really hurt her. And more of the fact. i thgouth us talking meant something.. obviously not. around my wrists have lil cuts and some in my legs, couldnt do much as i was at school. And ANYONE who fuckin says im writing this for attention or whateva and leave the comment anomonsly.. You fuckin gutless shit, i didnt ask you to read it.
Read 17 comments
you damn right its slutty!!!!
[Anonymous]
hello

im new here so im gonna comment on randoms people diary and read there last entry and 2 ask them if they wanna be my friend?

o yeah happy friday the 13th
[Anonymous]
thats right...i've talked to you before. my bad. i can remember nothing. lol! anyways...hows things with you?
i see you have caught up with 'chrisdiamo'...that guy is wacked up.
peace xoxoxox
don't get me started on the fucking pussy dicks that write big shit and then go and leave a nice anonymous comment...
you seem kinda cool, dude.
where yyou from?
but i'll always love him like that no matter what. and he tells me he feels the same, so I live life with the memories of the year we spent together. and thats all I really need. :D I hope that u and this chick get back to talking. what did u do to her? seems like she's kinda pissed. :( good luck, girls can be dramatic sometimes. :)
I'm not a part of his life anymore. I mean I wish we talked more but then again I wish we didn't. we have a class together and we talk more now which makes me happy. but I want nothing more than friendship. :)

iTs hARd To wAtCh A pErSoN YoU LOvE
ChANgE [[ RiGhT bEfOrE YoUr EyEs ]]
kNoWiNg yOu cAnT dO nEtHiNg AbOuT iT, bUt ThE wOrSt pArT Of iT aLL iS, rEmEmBeRiNg wHo tHeY uSEd To bE

thats how I feel, he's different now.
well life has been ok, nothing much to complain about to be honest with you, just boring over here. yea yesterday was gay because I care alot about the kid (we were together for a year) and now we dont really talk but he tells me he still cares, and all but its like i'm not a part of his life anymore, Idk if I should take that as a good thing because he doesnt treat me like he does other girls or that I should be sad because
i wish my ex was like me. but no he has to have these "mood swings" damn ass hole doesnt even know how to love, himm and his "emotions" if he was like me then it would be perfect and soon it will be.
[Anonymous]
ok i am gay and even i can figure this out. but here i will explain this slower so you can understand

nastey girl does that nott mean anything? god are you blond or something?
[Anonymous]
Do you guys think you can work this out?
[Anonymous]
you know your name is kind of slutty. nastygirl you know. you dont want to give off the wronge impression do you?
[Anonymous]
Shit sorry i left the wrong comment to the wrong person i thought i clicked on NightShade, k well i'll ttyl Ashleigh i hope everything works out for you
[Anonymous]
Lol i've egged someones house before me and a few guys
[Anonymous]
Yeah kinda
[Anonymous]
No we can talk about whatever you want i'm here to help ya, My day was somewhat good i guess besides we had a baseball game and i got hit somewhere with the baseball.... :-(
[Anonymous]
Oh
[Anonymous]
Well come on don't doubt yourself things will probably work out for ya
[Anonymous]