heh.. Well i have been told I NEED to make a new entry.. *sigh* i dont liek being told what to do, especially when they are right. haha. K so yesturday was xmas eve.. I did some catering job with my friend for someones funeral after party thing.. Funeral gathering we shall call it =) Wasnt actualyl that bad as creepy as it sounds. Umm that night I had a bad night.. Was crying, Why? that shall remain un known to you all. I must say i am fine.. Although i do hurt on my wrist.. but it shall be all good. Lily, I must say I am deeply sorry but i am fine i must assure you. Anyways.. Sorta got beta. Actually no not really. Why I was upset is still not fixed.. Rogan got back with his ex.. But i been talking to a new mate (Lilys mate.. Ma bad. mine now =P) and hes been making me happy. So yeah.. i got a new cell phone for xmas. it is great.. So umm yeah. Family is around. Desert soon.. best fuckin part of the day! Hehe. Anyways im out.. Love you all.. merry Christmas. Happy new year.. Blah blah all of that bullshit. everyone plays all thesee fuckin christms carols and its actually not A happy time. its a depressing time. People are too happy its scary. Others are jsut depresed. haha. I'd go with the whole depressed idea to describe myself. Anyways as I said i am going.. So well i will update later.. Maybe. heh. im a lazy shit.. Good night. Ashleigh xoxo Mwah