Well I am listening to my best friend and his girlfriend argue...I know I shouldn't but it's kinda like a car wreck...really hard to look away from....and I can't help but cheer when he tells his gf things that I wanted to say to her....there again....WOOOO!!!! Go biffle!!!
Then again he really hasn't got much wiggle room with some of the things he is saying...he has a hard time brushing things off too...I am analyzing my best friends relationship fight...I am kind of a horrible person...well better to say it here then when he gets back. That wouldn't be helpful. Oh they stopped now...well that was way more amusing then it really should have been. I love my best friend but his GF can be a fuck sometimes. Now I feel like a jerk cause he walked out and I can hear her crying. Think I will stop listening now.....
Anyway Riva isn't around today. Her mom is having a party...her got over cancer party.
Oi they started again...they are doing that coming down off the argument thing where they start to just talk instead of yell...you know when you strat an argument with the one your with and say everything that bothers you about them that you bush away every other minute because you know nothing will change them so not thinking about it is easier and keeps your relationship together...thing. Then you loose your temper say everything that you have been pushing away you both snap, argue, shut down get silent. Your brain pushes it back and you just talk and try to make eachother feel better after essentially beating the crap out of eachother emotionally. So now all those things that you dont ever talk or think about have been realised a little and everyone can move on there merry way. My head hurts.
Speaking of which Riva and I got into a fight last night which was loads of fun (sarcasam). It was dumb which I guess is the case for most things. But whatever. We made up kinda like how my best friend just made up with his GF except her and I's fight wasn't so serious....maybe that's a bad word...her and I's fight wasn't so....fuck it, it sucked. There you go. Then again I guess all fights suck. We made up too incase you were wondering. though she just got back and she has been gone all day and the affection isn't there like when I go to my neighbors for a few hours. Eh I dunno...I need to do something fun...keep realizing I am not having a whole lot of that lately I just want to smile and not have everyone down my throat about something. REALLY hate how woes me I am sometimes. Riva is tagging pictures or something.
Alright I would like to be in a good mood or something close to it today, so I will make a visible effort to a have good day. And if that doesn't work I am going back to sleep.. Wish me luck!