Well today is exciting! Gears of War 3 comes out today so I am happy I am going to have something to bury my head in for a bit...I have been so excited for this game but I wake up this morning and something feels wrong like some sort of shift happened around me. It's putting my stomach in knots. Doesn't help that Riva isn't here...*sighs*

Maybe it's just me..but then I'm not that naive to ignore my gut feelings considering the rate in which they are right is amazing.....I hate being alone in the morning it's fucking quiet gives my brain to much time to think.

Gears

Gears Gears.....yup just focus on that....god I am having such a fucking hard time lately.

I hate this. I don't know what to do.