I have no words anymore for this shit. Except I am fucking tired of all of this I am tired of explaining points of veiw from my eyes when I always consider yours. I am tired of feeling so trapped I am tired of everyone making me feel worthless I am fucking tired. I am fucking done. Go do whatever the fuck you want just stay the fuck away from me. I have fucking checked out. I am going to do what I WANT to do now.

This isn't me I have never been like this and it's making me fucking sick. I won't do it anymore I am tired of everyone but me having a say in what will happen in my day. Fuck this.

I'm out.