i dont know what to think. i cant but i can. i cant even maek up my mind. i need tme to think. but i feel that i dont have any. AHHHH he gets me sooooo $#%$&ish. yet soo ♥ish. i dont know what to do. but i think he knows. so nopws its up to him to do something about it. please God, let him do something about it.