wow. long time no write... but right now this is the only place where i can just let my feelings go. HOW COULD SHE DO THAT?!?! backstabb me like that. and its my fault for pretending that everything is alright. and then she blames me for bringing her into this situation. and stupid stupid boys. they always cause drama. you would never do that to your friend. its just not right. i dont know what to think anymore. ive become so numb.