ok so its been and EXTREMELY long time since ive updated this... yea. and alot has happened. i stil dont have a boyfriend.. so maybe not that much.. well nothing really. i just realized alot of stuff. like a right boy is gonna come find me, and he will be perfect cause he will like me just the way i am. also that i dont need friends that arent there for you all the time. im ALWAYS there for them, but they can never return the favor. and im kinda gettin tired of it. but yea.. im going to new york real soon to meet up with all my past friends. im soo excited!! but summer has gone by soo fast. like i havent even realized it was summer until now. soon i will be graduating. wow thats a scary thought. i am afraid of life. i dont know whats gonna happen to me once i have to be responsibile of myself. scary thought. well im really tired and i gotta write in my other diary. but if anybody still uses this site. leave a comment.... i would really like to know!! byeeee