I never thought I would end up like this and I hate myself for pretending that everything is alright, that everything is the way I want it to be because this isnt what I want anymore Im sick of being my own worst enemy _____________________________________________ lost my life, I bled it away. And now I am left, Forever this way. Without the ability, To laugh and have fun. Unable to smile, With this world I am done. _____________________________________________ he kept you waiting all night long, thinking that maybe you were the one. anticipating every moment that you lie on your bed, picturing all the times you had together in your head. nice hair, new clothes, even some makeup too, hoping and wishing that that day would be coming soon. minutes go by, and finally its time, the time you have been waiting for all night. the truth is revealed, and your heart just stopped, its not the truth that you thought. eyes turn watery,hands get cold, isnt that what happen to you if that truth was told? alone in the room, all voices drown out, you know who you are, and what this poem is about.