why is it that i always befriend the boys that i start to like? theres this boy. and like i think hes amazing. and my friend would want to go out with him, and he was like in love with her... and i want to like him soo bad, but i know it would ruin everything we have. but i really dont know what to do. he is alot younger than me, but he makes me feel special whenever i talk to him.. just the fact taht he thinks of me as a really good friend is enough for me.. but i get nervous everytime hes around.. i just wish i could get a boy.. for once.