God life is sooooo messed up rite now i don't think I wanna live! I hate my life and everything about it the one guy I loved that was soooo adorable I was sooo in love w/ him!!! He's sooo sexy omg I need to stop and get a life! I should go out w/ corey he's perfect sexy nice amazing sweet but I don't feel anything and it sux so bad! I loved Chad!