God I'm so retarded, I hate this I always ruin things and or make them worse and I always fall for the wrong person. God he such a sweet talker and I dunno if he really likes me or he's just trying to get in my pants or if my friends lying which mite be it but I doubt she can make up shit like that which is totally retarded god this sux I hate it. But n/e way I dunno wut to do my life is screwed up I just wanna die!