I don't know so many things are going through my head rite now I wish I could just sleep forever ya know and I'm gonna talk to the effin conselor to see if I can either go to a foster care or if they can contact my dad! And I just got effin capacino fricken all over me wtf yeah my best friend came up and like jumped on my back knocking it out of my hands and all over my pants and my feet and it got on her sweatshirt and her pants I was like jee thanx sweetheart. but I love her to death any ways! I hate school god I swear I'm gonna drop out or something! I just hate everything god I'm just a plain old hater lol no I'm only that towards my parents and all the bitches in my school hah there are alot of em to so ya know. I wanna get Rodd out of my head forever and it sux to not be able to just forget ya know. Cuz everything in life I think would slide by sooo much easier if I didn't have him on my mind every two seconds! God I spoil myself lol. Seriously I don't think I can go one day w/o buying myself something! I'm just a spoiled little girl who thinks the world should bow down to her hah yah sorda kinda but I'm really a good person hah at heart but I am the biggest trouble maker in the world! It's hilarious u should hear all the things I've done or get a load of wut my parents have to say seriously u would never get off the couch lol well I'm gonna go now! Cuz I'm bored of typing!