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by perfectnothing
Listening to: nothin
Feeling: peeved
I'm pretty average today. I dunno just been thinking a lot about things. Like how I need to stop fucking making myself throw up to loose weight I mean I'm already fucking skinny but I want a perfect body I want to be perfect!
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So what time is it over were you are?
you know what you can threaten me all you want i dont what you think about me cun you DONT know me but you called me a slut first
Hey :) me too how are you?
u havent been around for a while. hope all is well.
i wonder where u have been the last few days :(
hereford. in england aint much better real cold raining. lol not much good want to see sun but got no chance of that here in england lol
do you enjoy that then? so whats it like to live in the u.s?. must be well cool. my dad who aint seen since i was like 2. he lives in texas in houston.
oh rite cool.

I am so bored. lol. was going to go out tonight into the town. but cant be botherd. lol think i might stay in and have a drink tonight do some work.

get my mates round. u doing anything tonight
thanks sweety that means a lot. your sound like a wonderful girl.

do you have msn messanger?
awww thanks! i a just chatting on msn messagner do you have it? and listeing to music. its freezing here in england. keep smilling sweety x
I do belive in you. and I cant stop you or make you change and make you feel better about yourself. you have to do that its your life not mine. i can only give ya support and belive in you and give you advice. i am sure it will all get better for you babe as long as you keep your chin up and smile.
so you been up to much?
And you wont throw your life away, I no I dont no you but I belive in you to not do what your doing, and you have courage to stop yourself from throwing up. hang in there sweety, just please do your best.
No sweety i aint amazing your amazing for having the courage to not do what you think is right which i mean by throwing up. well done sweety x
aw well thanks. and dont worry, i'll send u a copy. :) and i bet ur beautiful. :) i want to be skinnier too man. but its kinda hard ur right
NO seriously dont do it sweety. it is not the right thing to do. please... its like 6.30 in the evening over here in england. look trust me i no about this kinda stuff and throwing up doesnt help.
please..
hey!
look I dont mean to be rude but no one is perfect. no matter how hard we try we will never be perfect. I am sorry you feel like that about yourself. Throwing up isnt the way. trust me i am training to be a fitness instructor. I hope some day soon you feel good about your body. x joe x
sorry was on the phone. yeh my day is going good thanks. well the day is over now. hows your going? and you are sweet. x
thank you sweety. ur so sweet. u have an awsome name too. and dont think like that
HEY! mines Joe. How you feeling today?
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damnnn indeed.
aw yea stop doing that to urself. i bet ur beautiful. and carrie loves u as well my dear :)
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how old are you? what time is it over were you are? its 6.45pm over here and its freezing lol.
England is ok just really, really god dam cold. lol. you ever been over here? make sure if you come over you bring warm cloths. its allways cold. lol. whats your name by the way?
cool. i am from sunny england lol. thats in america right were your from?
cool. so were you from?. i tell you whats good and i enjoy that you might. putting some music on and dancing to the music its good for flexibility and burning sweat we do it in the gym all the time on my course at college. like kicking out in front of you i mean your legs, emmm, twisting all sorts its so simple and easy to do i love it
look i bet ur a real pretty girl. and u look great. your probably more of a model then i will ever be lol. x
i really hope you dont feel that way about yourself for long. it saddenns me.
Look no one is perfect not even me. theres things i wish i could change about myself i mean my body as well. sometimes you just have to live with these things. one thing i relized if you gonna lose weight or tone up or something dont do it for someone else do it for yourself. and throwing up aint the way. get into the gym and u MUST keep eaten. dont miss meals. coz that is not gonna help
why?